Bitchin' about ever'thing
I dunno, I guess I just feel kinda like a hostage to my jobs right now.

Between the two jobs, I work six days a week. Hannah works six days a week between her three jobs. My day off is Sunday. Hers is Saturday. So, basically, that means no camping, no going to the pool, no canoeing at the lake.

Also, the entire month of June has been pretty damn heavy with rain, which has precluded backyard fires, or outdoor activity of almost any kind except getting rained on.

Not to mention the fact that as a state employee, all my paychecks for the month of June are getting held up until July. It kinda fosters the feeling that I'm working for free.

It's a beautiful Colorado summer. I know that streams are flowing, and that the trees smell good. I know there are interesting people to meet. But unless they come up to my desk at the library, I won't talk to them.

Thank god I'm going to Portland with Hannah to see Shana in July.

Other things that probably won't happen, due to work and lack of money and upcoming classes: road trips, canoeing trips, and parties.

It's really okay though. I've been blessed so far in my life, and having to forgo a few luxuries for a while isn't a big deal. Honestly I've been rather spoiled.